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banANA. Seventeen; 5.04.91. A Malaysian, Muslim, shy, pessimist, an aspiring journalist and a music junkie. Adores Green Day, Drop Dead, Gorgeous, The Devil Wears Prada, Chiodos, Alesana and Blessthefall. Loves: books, shopping, fashion, webdesigning and Synsyter Gates. Loathes: elitists, hypocrites, and labels.

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Since: September 21st, 2006.
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Remembering Sunday

There are two major things happened yesterday and today. The first or the more-happy one is that Blessthefall (yes, THEE Blessthefall) replied my Myspace message. I sent a message to them saying that how Cassie, Kathleen and I kicked major asses and that we made a fansite for them. This was what I wrote to them and this was their reply.

Anyways, the second thing that happened today or the more sad one is that my cousin who was having Rheumatoid Arthritis passed away just now. I was on MSN with Cassie and I told her that somehow I feel so neutral about it. She is a close cousin of mine but we’re not close. We hardly see each other and I don’t know anything about her. I don’t think it’s bad for me to feel that way about her death, it’s just that I’m not close enough to her to feel anything. Of course, by saying this I don’t mean that I’m happy that she died, I’m just neutral about it.

I uploaded 2 new themes yesterday, Paramore and Pierce the Veil. And I’m in the process of uploading an Alesana layout right now. Plus, I have to update Super Craig and Btfonline while chatting with 3 of my closest buddies on MSN. Toodles.

P/s: If you’re looking for both FREE and PAID reliable domain hosting, go and apply at Cyanide Hosting.

June 8th, 2008 at 6:58 pm

Oh I am so sorry about your cousin dying but I think I understand why you feel like that. I mean I guess you knew it was coming so that kind of stops it from being unexpected as well. *hugs* anyway

Who are cyanide hosting hosted with? Do you know?

Love, Lisa

June 8th, 2008 at 7:07 pm

lol, i was like, “Hell i’ve got some comments”, and then you go ahead an doublepost <3 Im sorry about your cousin, i know what you mean, i felt the same way when my grand grandma died. YAY for the blessthefall thing, and you are so awesome loveyouloveyoux

Love, Gina

June 8th, 2008 at 8:54 pm

I’m so sorry to hear about your cousin, hun =( But you know, it’s alright to feel neutral sometimes, especially since you weren’t that close to her. I know it was the same way when my paternal grandmother passed away.

ALL YOUR LAYOUTS ARE GOOD. I don’t even have to look at them to know! =D (I’m using the Paramore theme now) And thanks for showing me the link to that theme switcher, but I think I’m sticking to unchangeable layouts for now ;)
xx

Love, Sher

June 8th, 2008 at 9:01 pm

Woot! Woot! New layout! You’re damn good at designing. I don’t know why can’t I make one like yours. hehe.

Aww, I feel sorry for the death of your cousin. Just yesterday I wished she could get better, and yeah, she did. But in another life. Innalillah.

Oh, about the hosting, I no longer offer free hosting and good luck! I think 6-10 people isn’t that much. Or is it? :-?

Love, Aisyah

June 8th, 2008 at 11:30 pm

Wow…Congratulations on the bless the fall thing that is so so so so cool! Also I really like your layout :) Hmm..deathi is just something you need to learn to accept and acknowledge. I don’t think it is bad to feel neutral, its part of life and you must learn to overcome it. If that makes any sense :p

Love, Michael

June 9th, 2008 at 6:19 am

Wow that’s real cool of those guys to reply!
I’ve felt the same way about deaths in the family in the past, you can’t help it. It’s weird, it’s like you don’t even regret getting to know them better…
Anywhoo, the new themes look so hot.

Love, Pim

June 9th, 2008 at 1:15 pm

*licks* the alesana layout is my favourite. isn’t jeremy JUST dandy.

You already know pretty much everything on my opnions on what you blogged about, so i don’t have much to say.

Other thanhow fantastic you are
LOVEYOU

Love, Cassie

June 9th, 2008 at 5:32 pm

OH MY GOD.
Ana!!! This layout is fucking rad! I I LOVE IT! And it’s Alesana!!! Woah! But nooo, you put an image of Steve in your layout, I miss him so bad.

And about the MySpace message, FUCK! YOU GUYS RULE!!! ;) and woah, they said your site rocks! Wooot! :)

P.s. I’m reopening my site Ana, just to let you know :)

Love, Sarrah

June 10th, 2008 at 8:27 pm

wohh~ glad u got the precious myspace reply ;) so happy for u =D

ohh.. i think it’s normal not to feel sad or anything on the death of someone u hardly close or even know much… i’ve been thru that times too, haha…

btw.. ur layout rox girl~!

Love, Najwa

June 11th, 2008 at 1:50 am

It’s always sad to see close people dying but I think, when you didn’t know her very well it is okay when you’re not so sad about it. Everbody will understand you, so don’t worry about it any more.
Well, I didn’t know you can die because of Rheumatoid Arthritis, then it was very hard, wasn’t it?

Love, Lisa

June 11th, 2008 at 11:45 pm

Thanks (:
I think its normal to feel neutral, if you didn’t know her very well then no one would expect you to be sad.
I might apply at Cyanide because I need a host soon, mine will run out in August because I am hosted on Brendas old server, on romancebox.

Love, Ripp

June 12th, 2008 at 4:23 am

Heya, cool that you spoke to that band! Sorry about your cousin, i understand about the neutral feelings though. Take care x

Love, Bridie

June 12th, 2008 at 2:40 pm

That’s pretty sweet about the myspace message.
Anyway, I really like your site, I’m gonna go look around a bit.

Love, Ashley

June 12th, 2008 at 2:59 pm

Wow, that’s pretty awesome! To know that you actually received a personalised message from them! If I were you, I’d prolly print the page and frame it up and put it on my desk. rofl.

I’m sorry to hear about your cousin. Inalillah. I guess what you felt is pretty normal though. I kind of felt bad that I didn’t feel any sadness when my paternal grandfather died.

Love, Dyana

June 13th, 2008 at 3:04 am

aww they replied!
thats soo cool
and i looove your layout
your photoshop skills make me so jealous!
affies?
speak soon!
xxx

Love, charley


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